Wednesday, July 8, 2015 at 1:23PM
About half way through Anthony Doerr's All the Light We Cannot See. I'm really taken by his character Marie-Laure, who is blind, but whose sections are rich with description.
Another from the voice of the minotaur:
Another from the voice of the minotaur:
From the Index of Monstrous Things—Cruel
Then nightfall drops its thread,
soft. The dark has a texture of linen
and is a mouthful of cool.
I am hungriest when the sun
is red from carriage dust
and about to take its last drink
in the sea. I am hungriest when I hear
the lambs they send call each other
by name. I am full of their syllables
of remembering. And in the dark
I am all nerve endings—seeing
the possibilities without maps.
The stars are erased in the maze,
thus I am the only god. And blood
rises to my throat as my voice
fills with necklaces of song.
Tuesday, July 7, 2015 at 1:52PM
I realized, after finishing up Nick Flynn's My Feelings that I needed a 2nd POV in a manuscript in progress. Now, some of these jottings for my summer readings don't quite address this, but some of them do and will. Here's a draft of something. The POV feels true to my intention, so I think I'm going to rewrite some of the earlier pieces into 1st person. Anyway, here's the poem:
From an Index of Monstrous Things—Atrocious
And sometimes there are bodies in pain
you acknowledge. The moment you see
in another's face, yourself or someone
who once was you. The dendritic lights
of the underworld reflects only spasms.
Only whispers of personhood. You palpate
the skin to tell yourself it's real. You misread
the body because the matrices of skin
on skin startle you back into monstrosity.
Touch and touch and touch—it is and was
never meant for you. Because the myth
of you was never really about you.
Because you are up late (you are always
up late) and there are visible specks
in the ceiling you call stars, alive
and violent with some purpose beyond.
Monday, July 6, 2015 at 4:00PM
I took a short break from writing and reading because the kids were out of their camps and daycare. I've started two new books--River of Shadow: Eadweard Muybridge and the Technological Wild West by (whom I adore) and All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr (whose first collection The Shell Collector was introduced to me by Papatya Bucak and whom I also adore).
I've only got a response to the Solnit book which is a fascinating look at Eadweard Muybridge, inventor and father of film.
I've been working on a sequence of ekphrastic poems and this small bit of what will be a longer poem is, in my mind, a spinal poem for a manuscript in progress.
Yes, it's not done and it's flat, but it's a draft . . . (stop apologizing Oliver). It's based on this photograph:
Mrs. Wilkins, Teaching an Igorrote-Boy the Cake Walk
--Missouri Historical Society
Mrs. Wilkins, with her left hand, raises
her skirt above the dust of the promenade
and the Igorrote boy wearing a gentleman's silks
lightly places his right foot in front of the left.
In his left hand, Mrs. Wilkins gingerly shadows
the sensate pleasure of dancing the cake walk
which the boy bares with a smile, hat akimbo
hiding his eyes from the sun and from the smiles.
The hazard of the eye—the way it dismantles
maps and fashions new continents out of mountains—
I am listening to cars gun their engines over
the expressway. The cake in my mouth is sweet
and numbs my mouth. There are runnels of smoke
out of the west where the forests burn.
Where men have set ablaze the wilderness
having seen it. Having savored it.
Fortifying the huts are the girders of industry.
They stretch for miles and miles bolstering the scene
and what has been claimed for glory. The boy
and the white woman cake walk down the promenade
for all the world to see.
***To be continued
Thursday, July 2, 2015 at 2:44PM
Like the previous entry, this is also a response to Beth Bachmann's Do Not Rise. Only the draft I present here is actually my second attempt at the same poem.
Here's the problem when you write and compose directly on the laptop--programs crash. Sometimes programs crash while you're writing. Sometimes they crash when you haven't saved your work. This was what happened to me this afternoon--I had typed a poem which was roughly sonnet-sized. I was trying to save it. The program crashed. The first draft of the poem is gone. There's a lesson in all of this: SAVE YOUR WORK WHILE YOU'RE WRITING.
Anyway, here's the second response to Beth's work. I responded to lines from her poem "sustainable."
And, by the way, the titles are just placeholdrs--I'm trying to force a secondary sequence into a current manuscript and using titles as a means to pry entry into that manuscript. It may or may not work.
From an Index of Monstrous Things: Abnormal
I want the flame-tongue to dazzle me.
To rise up the sides of cavern and maw,
its voice clicking when doors wing open on hinges.
I call it love. To call it something beyond
the burn of a language that speaks to the dark
is to hook its animal lungs and call it star. Stay with me
fire, skin hollowed out from your last gulp of air.
Breathe-in. Kiss hard and know I've been awake.
Late and soft and blowsy gutterings click
on the echoey stone. Rickety and bitten.
Let your mouth sip the wind. Let it ladle up
droplets of the dark. Pour you on me. Let me feel
the utter rain of you. Let me feel burn. Your eye
whorls, lips, your breathy singing
Wednesday, July 1, 2015 at 1:23PM
I hope you are all having fun with the reading challenge. So far I've managed to read two of the books on my list: Beth Bachmann's Do Not Rise and Nick Flynn's My Feelings. I'm in the midst of juggling two books, but I'll mention those once I get through 'em.
One of the challenges I added for this Summer Reading List is a response in writing. It's to keep you accountable. I know I need to be held accountable. Anyway, here's my response to Beth Bachmann. I borrowed a line, but then it ended up being the image of the bloodshot eye after revision from her poem "bright one."
I'll be back tomorrow with more writing and more responses, but for now, here's the poem:
From an Index of Monstrous Things: Aberrant
Because when I feel my pulse, its quickening
can't be fathomed. The minotaur
at the center of the maze is all cups
for eyes. Limbs and hinges thrusting about
in a dark foam. His frenzy hums
all night. I hear it zone around my ears
like a gulp of gnats. I am full of his sound.
My cup masks nothing but his breath's
swell and thrust. What's more, he is a child
waving down the shadows he casts on walls.
Shadow hands cross and uncross atop pavilions,
inverted constellations of rabbits, doves, and dogs
with their tongues fingering the labyrinthine night.
There is no pattern for my urge--I love his bloodshot eye.
Love the incline of his forehead. His fury.
Monday, June 1, 2015 at 8:52PM
Summer Reading Challenge Rules:
1) Pick 15 books that you would like to finish this summer--any genre, any size. This list doesn't have to be at 15 right from the start. It will grow as the summer continues.
2) Of the 15 books, designate 3 that you recommend to co-participants. (After you've read them, of course).
3) Of the 15 books, 3 of the books must be from recommendations by other participants.
4) Post your 15 book list somewhere with a link so that co-participants can link you on their webpages, tumblr pages, or blogs.
5) Hold yourself accountable by posting commentary about a book you've just read. Commentary can also take the form of something creative or artistic.
6) The Challenge Ends August 31st. Have fun.
My list (so far):
1. All Aunt Hagar's Children--Edward P. Jones
2. All the Light We Cannot See--Anthony Doerr
3. Bluets--Maggie Nelson
4. If the Tabloids Are True What Are You?--Matthea Harvey
5. Ending in Planes--Ruth Kocher
6. On Looking--Lia Purpura
7. Yearling--Lo Kwa Mei-En
8. My Feelings--Nick Flynn
9. Voicing American Poetry: Sound and Performance from the 1920's to the Present--Lesley Wheeler
10. Lighting the Shadow--Rachel Eliza Griffiths
11. The Americans--David Roderick
12. Open Secrets--Alice Munro
13. Do Not Rise--Beth Bachmann
14. River of Shadows--Rebecca Solnit
15. Demons in the Spring--Joe Meno
Tuesday, May 12, 2015 at 11:52AM
Thanks to TateStreet.org! Here's a video of me talking about Keats:
Saturday, January 17, 2015 at 12:45PM
Review in Tupelo Quarterly by Carlo Matos.